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Monday, January 31, 2005

Feel so irritated...hahaha!! that time i post a long post...spend a long time writting....den suddenly my computer auto shut down... wow seh! *Looking for a hammer* *stone also can?* hahaha! wana stone this com! haha but the good news is that... this com finally spoil liao! haha! *evil??* wow own this com around 5 years liao lehz... waiting for it to spoil so that i can get a new one.. hahha!! *not purposly one hor!* hmmmm...... these few days has not been a present days for me... if i can choose i would choose not to go thru these days.. have been going thru wat i dun like & fear most..(mayb irritating also?) but these few days is also when i reali understand how reliable God's strength is..haha! He is always there for me :) actually i reali love west c alot.. haha! & of coz the gals in west c too.. i wan them to success..i wan them to love God..i want them to love Hope Church..i wan them to love west C!!! now we are going thru tough times....witness some discouragements too...haiz.. but hey! i am still trusting God :) knowing that since God created West C and allow me to take care of this group..God will definately love west c more den i do..wanting it to success more den i do...God reminded me that success is always accompanied with sweat & persiration.. so being success is not a easy thing.. hehe! so i muz go thru all these & see the success... pray that my gals will support me :) God is reali a big God.. Big Big God....... & i am reali very small...very very small.....whenever i am down.. His big hands will carry me.. and all i need is to rest on his hands & rely on Him... When i am in my high times... His big hands will also carry me & rejoice together with me :) He got a big heart that loves me..& forgive my sins.. He has authority over everything.. haha! when i was young....i rmber asking my mummy funny questions like "wat is e biggest mumber?" "who is the biggest person?" hahaha! my mum always choose not to ans me the biggest number ques... but she answerd me that the biggest person in size is giant...biggest in authority is singapore president! haha! diao~ *like real* but now...i noe that the"biggest person" is God.. wow cant imagine the "biggest person" is someone who love me!! hahaa!!!! wow u noe arh...friday was a giddy day for me...lolx!!! i did a physic experiment... its about pendulum..*eh....physic students will noe...* hehehehe!!! wow lao u noe wat? i have to do this pendulum thingy for seven times..... den each time muz let it swing for 20 times... & den muz re-do everything to double check the timining....(lets do math... 7 times x 20 counts = 140..140 x 2=280!!!!) my eyes turn left & right for 280 times at one go!! hahaha! after that gotta draw graph...do some calculations.... *plotted wrongly...calculate wrongly...* words are flying around...everything is spinning around..haha! really! very giddy.... i could hardly stand when i did this...*izit very lame?* pray that O level practical wun do this...if not... i spin around again!! haha!

---BLESSINGS---
`God gave me strength to go thru all these things.....~
`God let me noe something that i duno... with these things i noe..i can help that person~

---Dun think abt wat u cannot do...think abt wat God can do :) God is always there for u..hehehe! ppl frm west C... noe the value y u are serving Him :) noe y u are doing wat u are doing... have a "kingdom 1st" attitude...u are impt in west C.. have a break thru!!! ---

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

HiyEeee.... Now at skool..haha! wit my Les fren...!! (disappointed?) tcher talking crapz again.. very lost duno wat is e crap abt again ! Later got Cca..Haha..when i tell ppl abt it..ppl will laugh.. (its very rare to see me going to cca) haha! went to see Jo's Blog.. well..i miss her lots! wonder here & there...duno how is she..happy or not.. etc.... hehe! May God protect her! I feel so blessed compared to others.. *thank u Lord.. :) * LIving under God's hands is so cool..knowing that watever i do, i will be safe :) haha.... rite now... my les fren is under stress..haha! she was force to present a presentation now.. last week was me!! i noe how she feel :( so excited for this sat.. a day when i can give to God (my cbf)..seeing west hitting 80..i wan to see it ! haiz.. nowadays keep talking abt skool life... i myself also sianz by my own posts.. half of my days in skool.. no good...... i wan to go crazy !! haha! *Ringgggg~* oppz belll ring liao...after skool liao.. but i cant go home :( !!!! those ppl who are not schooling already... (ahemz....e older ones..) hehe.. got miss skool life? i dun think i will if i am out of skool life....NONO!!

---BLESSINGS---
`blessed by my frenz around me :) love them !!~
`Noe that God Loves me :) really.......
`Love my life~ bcoz i have Joy!!~

---YuPpEEEEeeeeeeeeeee............... Jesus Rawks.... He create miracles :).. Amazed by wat he has done... when is last time u feel llike this?---

Sunday, January 23, 2005

UhOoO~ Got miss me? haha... very long nv post liao.. wow must announce that i finally post liao anot huh? haha! actually very tired arhz.. even if i have the time..i will use it to rest.. tahts y lorz.. slowly get used to e days of waking up early liao ler.. last fri is holiday..i dun need alarm clock.. i can wake up before 9am! haha! (thats not me) Bleahz......to say the truth.. skool life is not so bad larz.. very fun and funny.. (food are cheap too :PpP) but we are mixing with the worldly world again.. hmmmm... holiday is reali a honey moon period..most of the time we are with church frenz ..haha!but now we are back to the worldly circles of frenz liao.. its reali time for us to take out the weapon of self-control..*esp gals!!!!* (gotcha!!! is it u? haha!)*ptisss~~dun gossip larz!!* *BlEaHz....* wow u noe arhz.... duno wats wrong lehz... wanna shepherd hui ru..(b4 shepherding..she got hse visitation) so i do not noe where she is... i wanna mit her up some where near but she is unreachable! so i decided to go jurong west extension area..knowing that she is some where near...*jurong extension is where i often lost my way!!!!* irritating~Grrrr......* juz as expected...i took the wrong bus.. when hui ru is contacted, i realise that she is in pioneer mall..*i was some where near!!!!* but i duno how to go...(diao~) [ting: *thinking...* bus uncle should noe where is pioneer mall.....] [ting: " uncle ah... where is pioneer mall?"] [uncle: " huh? wat is pioneer mall huh?"] wow.... i stunned lehz.. fancy driving a bus in extension duno where is pioneer mall... haha... some more i ask two bus uncles..both also duno where.. worse thing is when i ask the 3rd uncle..he give me false info...*arbish!!* haha! travel here & there..... i think i should sigh treaty with transit link company liao...i am their regular customer!! WeeE~!! haiyo sway-sway-ly my hp low batt...e only number i rmber is shuz number..i ask for hui ru's number so that i can contact her to meet her up...when shuz give me.. i am convicted that she gave me e wrong number..in e end i called 3 other ppl & realise that wat shuz gave me was rite!!!!! wow lao... haha! waste of time... e moral of e story is..... "no harm trying & trust...." haha! oh ya!!! west C wore jap as a dress code! very pinkish! haha!! cool.... but alot of ppl look at me when i walk pass lehz... so uneasy..coz i wear till too weird liao larz!! haha! *or am i too pretty???* hehe!! (do u need a basin?) west C has 22 ppl plus the Nbies.. *Clapz Clapz* Broke 20!!!!! haha... blive that e Nbies will love God & of coz Hope church!!! this is their family....this is where they are belong... :) aiya how...still got alot more to say.. haha..oh miracles happen! i always thought that i cannot give CBF on time... i so sad.. but.... after counting here & there...saving & collecting debts..selling of hp...haha! i can pay it on time!!! *yUpPeEeeee!!!!* haha... so happy.. in e kingdom of God is so cool... u noe y? other ppl often pray that they can have more money..can win money etc...but lovers of God often pray that we are able to give more money..often pray that we can faster save e money so that we can give.. haha! *siao?* N-O no! if u dun understand y.... its actually juz mearly giving something that u value,something that is hard to get to someone u love.. love deeply that kind.. worth it.. that is y :) God changes e impossible to possible... thank u Lord..alot more to say.... but time constrain.. haha!!!!

---BLESSINGS---
`complete my CBF.... reali a miracle........~
`total of 2 ppl knowing God in Jan.... (there is more to come !!!!)~
`Dorothy noe God !!! that is my fren !~

---Focus...Faith...Trust...Working hands...Prayerful hearts...attractive...fun...sensitive...enthu...wise...blah blah..... oppz.... LOVE & COMPASSION!!!!!! u wan ur group to grow? do more den wat i listed.... WEST...80!! God can create miracles as long as u trust & work... lets not hit 80 larz... we hit 81 ok? haha! 1 more..den at least we breake 80 ma.. (shuz...wana stone me liao..)

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Yuppeeee~ no time for blogging! stay tune *wnKzZz*will blog when i am not tired..(when...?) haha... i 4-ever tired..*Blehz...* (btw...i am at skool now *hAhaZ*) bad gal? haha...

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Have to wake up early again...back to skool ! wow.... i did lots of stupid things today..haha! woke up at 6am in e morning...(wait....by right i can wake up at 6.30-6.45am lidat one lorz...) hehehe....i woke up so early got motive one...i wana watch TV mah..coz i miss the show on friday & the show repete tis morning :) wow tell u arhz..i was telling myself that i will leave e hse at 7am.. haha.. i watch & watch & den forgot e time.........when i look at e time...it was 7.10am! (i gotta reach skool at 7.15) rush & rush...woooo~ i reach skool at 7.15am...:) without running...only speedy walk.... haha! cool rite?so funny.. i follow hui ru they all to see where boon lay sec is.... this time we lost our way again... oh! its not me anymore! its xuan lead one horz...but only awhile larz..walk till very tired... [ting:"can get me a wheelchair?"] haha! we were wondering that which gate should we stand so that we can gather more contacts..common sense tell us that the gate which is nearest to e bus stop is the one with the most ppl coming out..but....we walk one big round..cant find the bus stop..diao~wow....today we had our 1st West C seed meet...*WoOoO~* actually intend to hold at mac...but i change my mind to a little building near boon lay sec..hehe..we were at a bus stop...wanting to travel to jp to look for Jo & chu lee... but we decided not to out of laziness....(unless got wheelchair...)i keep calling them but they are out of reach..haha..... out of bobain-ness...we travel back to jp & look for them...den travel back to boon lay sec there... very cool? haha! wow tell u arhz.... travelling back & fro has been part of my life liao..always lidat...*buying a bus concession stamp has nv been a wrong choice~*lolx!

---BLESSINGS---
`God "blind" my tcher eyes! my hair is not caught.... thakiew!~
`i nv mit my frenz...i duno wher is e classroom! i anyhow walk...i prayed tat i will see any of my classmates..thanx God..i saw two! den i pretend to chat with them! lolx!~
`cant contact chu lee juz now.... but thanx God we saw her on e way :)~
`although we hold our meeting at public...but no one disturb us! yea!!!~
`i wasn't late for skool !~

---T-R-U-S-T God..... everything...every single thing....Trust God...---